Wednesday, October 11, 2006, 10:33 PM
RAH !
after so long..finally im here to blog...actually dun realli have the mood to,but still shall blog a summary of everything that happened?
ok so..my n lvl is finally over...well..i jus dun sense anything at all..totally no sense of excitement after exams...why? i tink cuz im still worrying very much abt my results, which will only get it at late dec..haiz...still so long away....
anw..the papers are ok ba i tink...but i have not much confidence in poa, ss, chem and maths paper 2..haiz..maths i thought i can do well la, but end up the maths paper 1 was quite easy but paper 2 i made quite a few careless mistakes...haiz...it jus made me have no confidence in my maths anymore...as for chem..kind of predicted ba? as science is consider one of my weakest subject le..but the physics paper was easy till i have abit of confidence in science,1st time thought my science will get a gd grade..however, the chem paper jus crushed everything la....haiz..
as for poa..of cuz no need to say de...totally giv up de ma..so can throw one side...but at least i try to write as much crap as i can tink of till the whole page of the ledger r filled up..heh...my class ppl like all giv up poa le lor..paper jus start, u can see heads coming down n knockout...haha..as for ss paper, like i mentioned b4 le..the chapters i studied so hard didnt came out..instead came out the one that i totally nvr touch de....
sigh..tink so much got wad use? all the papers r over le, i oso cant do anything abt ut le...all i can do now is wait for the result....haiz..no confidence at all lor..im jus so dumb la, one extra yr le still cant make it? might as well dun live....
as for now..got a week holiday till next thurs...haiz..wad to do at home? no one to ask out oso..haiz...thought of it..am i an asshole or wad? i jus found out that so many ppl actually hate me and if i wanna count hw many frens i actually have, i tink one hand can do....sigh..am i realli that sux?
jus start of holidays and im falling sick? how crap....
